being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
05 July 2005
lolx... it's onli weekend yet lots of things happened... sorry 2 hear ur story , ashz... ytd, nth special 4 mi... juz usual stuff... go work in d afternoon till nite...10 hr leh... quite tired... emotionally unstable...
ytd nite, smethg happened between mi n my dar... nt consider a big thing but the atmosphere tat time was veri tense... i cried thinking tat i & him gonna end at tat nite... feel so confused... dunno wut 2 think now... but i was so scared ytd... tot i'm gonna lose him... i'm scare our small communication break down will lead 2 break up... i'm scare dear... may b i'm tat type of person whu get insecure veri easily ba... hmmm... i promised him i won't think too much...but i'm scare 2 get hurt...
dar...u like the shirt and slipper ? i like mine... keke... lolx... i will save money 4 wut we discussed abot ytd nite... keke... u too muz hor...
friday, after sch i saw peizhi at bus stop... same pattern...on the bus she din come 2 my seat 2 sit... when i'm about 2 alight i try 2 look at her 2 say bye but she pretend to be busy...haiz... sometime tired of trying 2 understand ppl... y they treat u those hurtful ways and u can't juz bear 2 treat them the same way they treat u...
somthing called Faith @ 1:10 AM
