being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
hurt+broken+ignored+uncared+unwanted
29 March 2006
care to look at mi ? juz once... juz to see how im coping ? hurting down inside yet i din show... the reason for it is simply cos i feel i dun need to... i tried to forget... i tried to ignore... i even tried to move on... but everytime i try i get hurt all over again... u may not understand what im saying but i dun care... juz put tht smile on my face again... cos i had forgotten how to anyway... u promised everything will b alright... i trusted u so much so tht it gave mi courage to do things tht i may have never do otherwise... dun tell mi im thinking too much again cos i knoe im not THIS TIME... =(
somthing called Faith @ 2:36 PM
