being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
hais hais hais =(
13 April 2006
These days keep seeing couples, especially on the train... Their behaviour kinda made me know if their relationship can last... What if the couple is my bf and I? What would I look at myself as? Would our relationship last?
If both parties have to give in all the time, might as well just forget it... Perhaps their characters made them not meant for each other...
But it's easier said den done, really... Feelings are so uncontrollable... Should I just hang on, or just give up and move on and be in misery for a few months or maybe the next 1 and a half years? It has been long since I have this feeling, not alone... But there is still something in between... some form of barrier.. Either I get rid of that something or just give up... Tough... Argh... annoying.
Maybe tml will be the one and only chance I give... And the day for me to make my decision... 90% of me hope that I could just hang on... 10%, just move on... Must stay strong, and endure!
well... posted this while i was having bad time wif my bf so plas dun mind my mood... hais hais hais =(
somthing called Faith @ 10:13 PM
