i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
holidays gonna over soon... still haven enjoy enough yet... shet ... hmmm... no. of movie watched during this holidays ??? let mi count... is it 3 ? or 2 ? should b 3 ba... spent on shopping and outing [$150] ... omg... needa watch my spending liao... funny enough although spent so much money, seem like haven realli enjoy my holidays yet... lolx... went out again today wif joel they all... the movie ? Corps Bride... Lame but Funny... Lame ===> the whole idea of the movie... Funny ===> their jokes and acting... 1 hour show lor... not reali worth watching... heed my advise if dun wanna regret...[ heh ] ... today, many ppl couldnt make it... left onli samuel, joel, ash , josephine and mi... spent $20 ... lolx
many things happened since i entered Poly... new frenz, new enviroment, new attitude, new ways of doing things... can consider both good thing and bad thing ba... learnt 2 take things easy... also learnt 2 C through ppl... at 1st it was scary as u C ppl tat u used to kne changed their attitude towards u... but now, hey.. If u show mi attitude I'll double it up!!! it was old mi actually... used to do tat when was younger but now had to reuse it on certain ppl... ppl who like to lick ppl ass, ppl who like to act innocent, ppl who like to backstab, ppl who think they r always in right... those ppl r the real sore losers ba...
Live ur life as I'm living mine... Dun insult mi or ppl tat I love... [..u will onli make mi detest u more..]
maple maple... I started to hate it... my bf pay more attention to it then to mi nia!!! angry... i read deivani friendster... sad... but it's ok... I'm not gonna sad by those stuff anymore...
heh... our chalet went pretty well i might say... but personally i enjoyed it ba... looking forward to more class gatherings... i miss PJ0102... crazy class wif attitude... heh... i updated liao hor, dee ... dun complain complain ...
currently, i'm broke... dots !!! haiz.... money not enough !! i would be happier if my dear play less n pay more attention 2 my emotional needs... oopz (juz dun let him kne...) ...
Is it so hard to understand me ? I used to keep all my feelings and emotion deep inside so that not 2 hurt ppl... And when I decided to let my feelings shown , ppl claimed I had changed... But I am still who i used to be... As simple as ABC... I'm sad knowing that my close friends claimed they dun reali understand mi at all... After 5 years... Is it that hard ? Frankly speaking, I lost my self.. Should I continue to keep my feelings deep inside or Let it all shown ?
Last time I realli considered about ppl's feelings 1st before telling them how I feel 0n certain things... Onli when s0me0ne came along and gimme the courage to speak up for my feelings... I realli wanna thanks that special s0me0ne... 4 months that we had been together I can't hide but 2 tell it out 0 ppl that i enjoy each and every moments wif him... hAppy 4th m0nth anniversary my pIggIe ...
s0metime i made him angry...
s0metime i made him mad...
s0metime i made him worry...
s0metime i made him sad...
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