31 January 2006
omg... i went to my bf's relative hse lo... veri nervous leh !! i was like b4 meeting his family kept asking to my mum whether i look OK anot... and while i was on the car wif them i reali was Perspiring larh... hahaha.... [phew] but it tend out juz fine lo... i juz happened to worried too much... hahaha [wat a relief]
went out wif josephine on sunday.... went to watch movie lo... the movie was [Fun with Dick and Jane] ... quite funny bahx... after movie we went TCC 2 drink coffee lo... i ordered this cheese cake which was smaller than it's plate itself lo... veri funny... we talked about lot of stuffs... went hme at 10pm... strangely enuff, non of our parents called 2 ask when we going back leh ! hahaha...
mood swing (~ ~)
27 January 2006
finally i m blogging here... last post was how long ago larh... been busy lately...
was talking 2 josephine about relationship thingy during lunch... and realised that in all the relationships there r always ups n downs... and i always tot mine was a sure down situation... but i realised it is not... my bf have been a great source of courage for mi during my darkest hour[in any case]... din realised how lucky i was until i hear about others' love life... N i was like still complaining larh... well, now i knoe N i would treasure my darling forever le... i promise [i will dear]...
i saw peizhi juz now at cafe... she and I was like back n forth larh... and yet nobody greet one another... is our friendship reali over ? mayb... saw her a few times recently... juz hi-bye... or smth we will juz smile at each other n tht's it... quite sad lo... 5-6 yrs of friendship gone juz like tht... wat a waste... n still try 2 put all the blame on mi [deivani lo... on her friendster]... i reali felt betrayed N it hurt a lot larh... but somehow it doesn't matter liao... i m juz another transparent person 2 her... peizhi's bdae coming soon... should i give her a present ? she also nv gimme any on my bdae not tht i wan one... but juz the feeling tht i wanna feel [the appreciation]... but none... wished mi a few days later... deivani is the best lo... nothing from her... not even a wish... haix
the bus stink
25 January 2006
wah seh... this morning i was on this bus 147 larh... den suddenly, this shit smell from dunno where started to stink the entire lower deck of the bus... [imagine that larh...] natuarl reaction of mine... i started to look under my slippers and my laptop casing... hur hur hur...
now a days got lot of stupid stuffs that happened around mi... other than that nth much le ba...
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on mi... [Bc0s of y0u...]
nth special
24 January 2006
the damn test below was saying i act like 17 yrs old leh ... so0o it meant 2 say that i'm immature ? lolx... hope u guys can read the lines there... i knoe it is quite messy and stuffs... i also dunno how to fix it leh... hur hur hur
today the cognative is about the genes and racism... have no idea wat the hell i'm doing or researching on... but luckily Kalai is in my group... [ phew] and i was like eating this snacks which izzu bought from some unknown shop and realised that i keep eating it !!! hahaha... and i finished the whole pack...
that damn test !!
23 January 2006
| You Are 17 Years Old |
 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
the dreamt that felt so real in my life... nv had it before... but why m i having that dream ? the real reason ? too complicated bahx... i knoe it will nv happen it this real life... but still, it felt so real... i miss him so much still... i reali do... he was beside mi in my dream... talking and juz talking... i knoe he is looking over mi from somewhere... i knoe he do...
nth special much bahx... update later...
21 January 2006
ok... finally i m able to update smth... had been so0o busy and when i free i happened to fall asleep !! so0o typical of SANDY... i knoe... anw, now too i m quite tired and sleepy... juz feel like writing smth lo... this sunday i got work lo... damn tired but still have to work... poor mi... [hor ?] heh heh heh ...
my dad striked lottery or smth larh... now a days he had been spending his money like nobody business like that... he juz bought a new set of computer... and also he bought a new hp for mi larh... rich rite ? !! omg... anw, juz skipped school today wif DEE... heh heh heh ...
so0o tired liao... gonna sleep ba... [and to someone whu keep calling mi PIG whenever he cant reach mi , I m NOT a pig... it juz happen that whenever u call mi i m sleeping larh...] u knoe whu U r...
my fever (~_~)
16 January 2006
this damn fever wun go away de lor... it has been like 5 days and i haven even recover yet... and tmr, there is a open house... omg... i dun think i will b able to go out after tht lor... haiz ... also on wed and sat... i will cancel the appointment wif Alicia ... later gonna go see doctor again... damn sway lo... haiz
i wish u would call mi...
haiz ... today
15 January 2006
wah seh... whole day juz went by and i end up spending my day in my LaLaLand... juz wake up from my afternoon nap... had realli no idea wat i will b doing next... so0o farking sian... rotting leh !
ok... for the parsonality test below rite ? it was so0o true ... i was amazed by it man... th enumber thingy before that was juz so-so though... but the test was damn true... u guys should give it a try...
apart from that my day juz went by mi rotting and rotting at home... haiz
to get to knw mi better... read this !
13 January 2006
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx (try it urself...)
wah... how can i b sick for 3 days straight ? almost left wif no energy nia... will i recover by this monday mah ? got open house leh ! josephine will kill mi if i put airplane this time... lol
i finally have my new hp le... so0o0 happy nia... 6111 lo... but i needa get all their no. again... haiz... to0o lazy lo... heh
at home have nth to do wor... rotting le... let's see my schedule for next week...
monday ---> open house wif Josephine
wednesday---> shopping wif Alicia
Saturday ---> shopping wif Alicia and JasMine
| Your Life Path Number is 7 |
 Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! |
10 January 2006
First day I saw you, you change my life,
First day I saw you, you hand me your hand,
First day I saw you, you are my everything,
First day I saw you, you numb my feeling on others,
First day I saw you, you gave me your smile,
First day I saw you, you hust me,
First day I saw you, you outshine me,
First day I saw you, you impressed me,
First day I saw you, I hope I can hold you,
First day I saw you, i'll obtain you,
First day I saw you, I'm in love with you,
First day I saw you, i'll immune you,
First day I saw you, I love you,
First day I saw you, I observe you,
First day I saw you, I voiced my feeling on you
First day I saw you, I express my feeling on you,
First day I saw you, my yawning gone,
First day I saw you, my outstanding gone,
First day I saw you, my uneven heart gone.
hope when we are old, we can say i have never miss anything i treasure !
>Now having veri bad headache...
>Feeling sick...
>Think i'm having fever ba...
>Is it bcos i din eat my lunch today ?
finally, tmr will b THE holiday !!! now, finally i'm hungry... dun feel like eating though... gonna go hme slack again... heh... oh yea, decided to buy this HP nokia 6111 lo... slide ph... not bad not bad... muz save money le...
I've got Nothing to say...
09 January 2006
i reali dun have anything to say... wat do u wan mi 2 reply 2 ur sms ? u said u R sorry for ur mood... not the way u been treating mi... i M not ur toy that u can vent ur anger to anytime u feel like it... currently, i juz cant reply 2 ur sms... i need time ,this time to think everything over again...
I think u will understand when u happen to read my blog...
sticky bitchy mI
08 January 2006
oh well... now u say tt i m being sticky... and u said u have no room to breathe... R u sure ? i'm the one feeling alone and helpless... but did i complain 2 u once ? i din... cos i dun wanna make u sad or hurt... but u hurt mi BIG time today... tks u veri much... u said may b it was ur fault and yet u dun wanna apologise... wat u wan mi 2 say ? u wanna kne wat's wrong wif mi ? well... let mi tell u wat's wrong...
>u used to call mi for no reason last time [and i miss tat time we had... that special feelings..]
>u used to chat wif mi online ... smtime u will go online juz 2 chat wif mi.. [but now ?]
>u used to spend ur time whenever u can wif mi... [haiz... now leh ?]
u see ? it was all ''used to'' liao... and now? whenever i call u, u R outside... 24/7 dear... and pls, u r telling mi U can't breathe... care to ask mi how i'm feeling ? care 2 ask mi whether got miss u ? sigh sigh...
now, 4:30 am yet i still can't sleep...
rainny day
06 January 2006
y y y ??? he nv reply my sms-es... reali piss mi off... talked 2 him juz now... has he changed ? [i wonder..] is there 3rd party involved ? i m not sure... his mood towards mi can changed from time to time... why ? wat have i done ?
moving on... nth special about today... had a big scratch over my chest till my arm... veri long... still pain... talked 2 peizhi over msn... although we try not 2 show we changed but somehow still can feel it thru our conversation...
wanna go out... but has no money... wanna go watch movie wif him initially... but still he cancelled... surprised ? nah... it is not surprising ba... haiz... i tot new year things will b getting better... but -----------------------
har tar tar
05 January 2006
the song, although i kne it wasn't for mi but i still listen... why cant i juz forget and move on ? nobody could understand wat m i thinking... sometime is myself , too cant understand... seem easy to move on... but in reality, it is hard... nobody could understand ba ,(in the end)...
feel strange to be back in s'pore actually... sometime , feel like i dun belong here... but i kne i have to move on... i reali do... i cant let emotion taking mi over... real motivation will come in tear form...
haiz... in class... have nth to do... looking at photos and listening songs... ergh... !!! Luckily, this month we have more holidays... and till march... and finally, can celebrate our holidays !!!
he nv call mi ytd... ws waiting for his call but decided to sleep instead after 7pm... this morning call him... nth else to write le...
finally back in spore
04 January 2006
i last breath myanmar air on 3rd of jan in the morning... and it took 3 hour to travelled between two countries... and when i m finally back in s'pore i feel somehow different... i was happy to be back at last but somehow i miz my frenz over there... suddenly feel alone... feel like im not belong here... not so used to it ba (i guess..)
the first thingy that i done after i reach hme was to on my laptop... heh... not surprising nor... and today , too lazy to go school even though when there is UT in school... so staying at hme for the entire day... juz feel like sleeping for two days straight... talked to joel juz now on msn... he made mi promised him to come school tmr... haha... is it true next week is our school holidays ? i'm so0o looking forward to it sia...
i spent my end of year 2005 in myanmar... i saw shooting star ! (finally!!) onli one lah but it was so fast that i needa make a fast wish...
reali damn boring lah now... i've got nth much to do... gonna offline liao after this... better go get some sleep later... gonna sleep like a pig... heh