being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
un-appreciated
29 September 2006
whoah~ today is that china fac again nor.. she start to x-plian to us again... n i still dun get wat is she talking!! gosh... but okie larh she seem nicer den last week lor... =) her module's UT is on this coming friday lei... im doom okie... sh*t man...
went to the bank ytd to do my bank book thingy... n got myself this debit card... haahs... n also got this saving acct which is called save-as-you-earn ... the acct will save $50/month from my orginal acct till 2 year time... it will somehow force mi to save de nor... i think h.C should do the same thing also bah... he also no money everytime... sadded~
saw p.z blog juz now n her entry sadden mi... not so much but still a lil bit though... i used to trust her... i used to see her as my role model... i used to see her as my ^forever friend^ ... she used to be my everything in my life after my family... n what she wrote on her entry... well... i guess i have fail as a fren... nobody is perfect... but i tried my best... if im not appreciated den i cant do anything else, can i ? ...
im sorrie to those who i have failed... to my parents, to my brother, to my used-to-be best frenz, to HIM, to those who love mi N to those who hated mii...
i reali tried my best... =[
somthing called Faith @ 9:51 AM
u miss mi N that is all i need =]
26 September 2006
another day has passed... without him i seem lost... my baby in NS now n i think i miss him terribly... din realised it until juz recently... hais =] i tried to b nicer to him le... n i can tell he is changing for mii too... everything is appreciated dear... muackx =] i juz hope our life will b more peaceful n less demanding... hor ? lolx
all we have is *faith* on each other N when looking at u isn't juz enough , dear juz wanna let u knoe i love you !! =)
somthing called Faith @ 3:06 PM
monday blue ? nah.. red for mi...
25 September 2006
i woke up late today n spent $14 on a bloody taxi fare!!! *dang* my 2nd day of my school n im already too sleepy... i need rest n it mean un-disturbed sleep... (@_@) my lessons become more n more engineering le, sadded~ (T_T)
sometime i felt i need to open up to my frenz more N also to h.C ... but still find it hard... hais~ but im getting there anyway... lolx
okie...THAT was what i was supposed to blog it on 22nd,last friday... den i forgot... haaahs... went to h.C's hse to sleepover n guess wat my mum tout wat we would do ? SEX!!! gosh, common... sleeping together always doesnt mean we would end up having sex... omg... whatever anyway, today instead of having monday blue im having so much fun... enjoying indeed... saw peizhi juz now (in canteen) n her hair is so long larh!! hahhhss... n messy too... whatever again~ so today's pretty much slacking in my class now...
somthing called Faith @ 1:22 PM
guess wat about my 1st day
21 September 2006
pratically.. today is my veri FIRST day of sememster2 n guess wat ? it suck... hais... my laptop was left behind(by mi) inside the lab which made mi go ALL THE WAY down to one stop center for the security guards' attention... after which i x-plain bout wat happened an another security came along ,which in turn, I need to repeat the whole situation all over AGAIN... -_-' so in total i spent 7 minutes of walking time to one stop center, 10 minutes of explaination time(to 2 security), walk back to the lab (another 7 minutes AGAIN), walked back to my class took mi 5 minutes... sigh* in total i spent 29 minutes walking up n down in RP!!!!=(
my aunty strike 4D 2nd prize n i was thinking wat would i do IF the person who strike was mi... actually i would still b cluelss of wat i would wanna do... poor mii... *biish*
peizhi's msn nick; "you knoe.. juz forwarding a mail for the sake of forwarding it, makes it meaningless" ..It feels like she is shooting at mi... 2 days ago i sent a mail to her n deivani regarding bout international friendship thingy (WHICH i reali mean wat it said inside it larh... N for those of u who received from mi should knoe wat is its contents) and when i saw her msn today i felt so hurt... mayb im juz thinking too much but hey it is too coincident ,isn't it ? SO this is wat i wrote back on mine "it's the thought that count" *cheer
somthing called Faith @ 3:08 PM
dar dar present =D
12 September 2006
okie... went shopping with josephine the other day on the accesseries for our "shop" n bought number of stuffs back... hahs =D n bought this white bag which i like soo soo much~ n cant help but keep staring at it from my wardrob... cant wait till school reopen... hahahas ...n i got myself this body oil which is like so sweet lah... i soo like it can... =P
saw this wallet for h.C the other day which will cost mi $89.90, close to $90 as a birthday present... another choice: crystal throphy type thingy WHICH is like $150... dunno wat to choose!... how 2 get somthing not so cheap n is useful to him... hmmm... it is suppose 2 b a surprise present yet i still dare 2 mention it here COS he dosnt have his laptop now!!! he sure cant go view mah blog de ma... hehe *evil* (^_~)
somthing called Faith @ 3:35 PM
