being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
i know that she know that i know
17 October 2006
okie... i dun even care if whoever gonna read this will not understand wat im gonna write here... if u dun understand dun bother!!!
herhow dare you say that i din
care ...
FUCK U!! how much had u been
there for mii? ... were u even my
true fren ? ...
fuck you for saying i din care...
fuck you for saying i wasn't
there ... all u ever needed was
esuko n
yf... when did u ever
need mii ? ...
other herwho is the one
stand by u when she say
bad things about u ? ... who is the one who
support-ed u in whatever u do ? ... who is the one
get blame from ur mother when she found out u had gone bad ? ... it's
mii mii mii ... N now ?
fuck you!!! for
not even try to understand my feeling...
somthing called Faith @ 1:00 PM
fuck lar!
12 October 2006
argh~
im freakingly being emo... i wanna cry... i dun feel right inside... nor outside...
CURRENTly : mood suck , put-ed on fake nails , favourite song-i run away .
somthing called Faith @ 9:39 AM
little mii ... :)
11 October 2006
as i was deleting some of my friendster list i found out that i have 20 ppl in my list tht i do not knoe... coolness* so i deleted them from there N guess wat ? they requested to add mi back... which i will not gonna approve ... like duh!!
found an another job at far east... hopefully it is good... the pay is not bad... n the working hours R cool as well... now all im worrying is the enviroment... hope i can earn more money le ba...
gotten my i-pod nano(silver)... soooo X-cited alrite... lol... N yq asked mi wat i wan for my birthday... lol
NOTE : dun critisied my language , mah people , nor my taste in guys [thks mi tht i din steal ur's bf] ... :)
CURRENTly : love mah self . my love . mah friends .
somthing called Faith @ 10:09 AM
06 October 2006
Went causeway with Josephine n joel after school . but since I need to wait for h.C I told them to accompany mi till 6 plus . n arnd 6 (juz b4 they going home) dee came to accompany mi . so went shopping with dee arnd till 7 when h.C FINALLY came back . we talked crap . lame jokes . funny faces . hahahas . after that I went to h.C hse den to his mum’s bbq N guess wat? I saw ying ying . I FINALLY get to see her . hong chuan’s “close” friend . whatever~ went back hme arnd 9 . mrt-ed ourselves , h.C & mi , N reached hme at 9 30 . bathe . sleep . end .
somthing called Faith @ 8:36 PM
im so bored... everyday spent climbing stairs to the lab and to our class... i can lose weight If this continues... i ate onli one meal everyday since wednesday... i wanna lose weight...
im sooooo sick lor... since tuesday n till today(friday)... sickness everywhere now adays... eunice is sick, alicia is sick, dee is sick... almost everyone i contact is sick... oh! isit birdflu ? nah~ stupid mii...
ohh... i so miss my old self again... when i feel happy to come to school... when coming to school wasn't that drag... com'on gimme one good reason to come sch N not cos i paid sch fees and to get myself a diploma itself... i need something to look forward to when i come school... if u knoe wat i mean...
nth much to update... tml my aunties n my cousins will b coming to spore... n i cant wait to babysit the lil guy again...
CURRENTly : painted my nails red . love my new msg tone .love britney's new song . love my hair
somthing called Faith @ 10:49 AM
juz some stuffs (;
02 October 2006
1) Single/taken/crushing?
im taken
2) Are you happy with your life now?
i am.. i guess (:
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
how do u knoe this is the right one for u ?
4) You had your heart broken?
duh~
5) Do you believe there are certain circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
what the hell is cheating love ?
6) Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
if he did it the first why makes u think he wouldn't this time?
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person before?
haahs... no
8) Do you want children?
duh... i wan twins...
9) How many?
i said TWINs, didn't I ?
10) Would you consider adoption?
it depends...
11) If someone likes you right now, what would be the best way for he/she to let you know?
juz b romantic ba..
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
hmmm... it depends on the person im with i guess...
13) be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
isn't it SUPPOSE to b a secret ?
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
erm... never had before so not reali...
15) Are you romantic?
given certain circumstances, yes i am...
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
i loved someone for who he is N i wouldn't change a single bit of it (even though i may WANT to)
17) If you could be married off somewhere, where would it be?
Venice...
18) Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
mostly... dun see a point of winning to someone who u say u love...
19) Do you have feelings for someone now?
haahs... i have feelings for loads of ppl...
20) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but messed it up?
NO...
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
duh... it is like everytime!!!
22) If one day your best friend fall for the same person you fall deeply in
love with, what would you do?
i would probably kill her ?
23) Are you missing someone now?
haahs... im missing two of them actually..
somthing called Faith @ 12:29 PM
life wasn't all that great... there is this KARMA that will follow us arnd no matter where i goes or who i mix with... i juz have to live the life the way it is now... (= no qns asked...
im blessed to have ppl like hong chuan for his ever understanding character, kian wai for his never failing entertaining jokes, josephine for her advises, joel for juz being himself (i guess)... many more ppl arnd but these r the few that i interact with everyday... but im not sure whether im all worth the effort that they put in for mii...
somthing called Faith @ 8:38 AM
gosh!! her blog...
01 October 2006
whoah~ check out peizhi'a blog... blaCk version of mine... gosh... this is what i hope it din happened! ... (i got showed her my blogskin when it was done... i guess she was the ever 1st person to actually saw my skin... )neway, den today i was browsing through my links den there her's was... BUTTERFLY in black... pls... i hate to think that she actually get mine as an example or something... whatever~ final point : i do not like ppl to COPY mii ... the same goes to myself... i TRIED my best not to copy others... i hated it... no originality...
N to DEE, i still treat u as my best fren... i do... i do miss our old time together... our CHINABLACK days... haahs... im the type i treasure my frenz... mayb sometime i may not have time for u but u will always b in my heart... (: mayb all of us were caught in our new life that we actually forgot to spare time for the old pals... but no matter what it's the thought that count rite ? n i STILL love u , my bitch...
nothing much to update... today would b our 17 months being together le... dEaR n mii had no money to go out watch movie or even to slack abit.... sadded... we quarrelled again ytd... but now things had back to normal liao ba... i guess
somthing called Faith @ 1:51 PM