being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
exclusively to h.C
30 November 2006
When I say I love you I do
But this with you will not do
I need someone I can lean on
Someone I can count on too
Yes you are there sometimes
For that I am grateful to you
But I need someone there full time
And that you can not do
You told me once you loved me
That I could believe in you
I was there when you needed someone
Where were you when I needed someone, too?
The time has come for me to let go
Never to expect you to care again
People may come and people may go
But my love will never end
okie... we r not breaking up... saw this from somewhere n tot it was quite meaningful...
somthing called Faith @ 2:19 AM
*171186*
23 November 2006
here im ,yet again... after birthday symptoms... x-cited bout gmss reunion yet somehow scare... i can face them ,no problem, but i juz dun wanna hurt myself in a process... tht's y i asked h.C to b there for mi to fetch mi there...
had my celebration on 17th n 18th of november... aww... so sweet of alicia they all n josephine they all for kster-ing with mi... ate steamboat with alicia they all n guess we had a gals night out on friday!!! den saturday went town with josephine n kian wai yong quan n chan... h.C was with mi all along of cos... had a blast!! =D
had gucci perfume(josephine), butterfly necklace(yong quan), bedroom slipper(chan), red bag(alicia+pricilia+eunice), key chain(liting), teddy bear necklace(jamie+beishi) ... $450(my family) ...
i needa pick myself up yet again from where i drop it... trying to love myself again...
somthing called Faith @ 11:51 AM
im so NOt in the mood rite now
17 November 2006
The phone rings. Are you quick to answer or do
you ignore?
- ignore
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you
return your cart?
- wil plc it back lar! Duh.
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a
listener?
- talker n listener BUT more to talker lorr .
4. Do you take compliments well?
- provided those R gd ones .
5. Are you an active person?
- hahas... nah , quite lazy
6. Are you a parent?
- no
7. Do you like to ride horses?
- too bumpy .
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
- ya
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
- catchin N hide n seek ?
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you
knew he/she was married would you still get
involved with them?
- no
11. Are you judgmental?
- of cos
12. Could you date someone with different religious
beliefs than you?
- ya
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
- b pursued
14. Have you ever had a stalker?
- no
15. If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf
or blind.
- neither
16. Are you sexy?
- no
17. Do you know how to shoot the gun?
- gosh... nv hold a gun in my life b4 man =(
18. If your house was on fire, what would be the
first thing you'd try to save?
- myself
19. How often do you read books?
- txtbks?
20. Do you think more about the past, present or
future?
- used to b my past but now seem future
21. What is your favorite children's book?
- 3 little pigs..wahaha
22. Where were you born?
- some hospital in Myanmar (mum did tell mi which but 4gotten)
23. How tall are you?
- ard 165
24. How much to you weigh?
- 58
25. Where is your ideal house located?
- private hse w/ a pool N a tennis court
26. Last person you talked to?
- willie (classmate)
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
- of cos
28. When was the last time you were at Olive
Garden?
- huh ?
29. What are your keys on your key chain for?
- open locks
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled
today?
- Myanmar(3 hrs fight quite far)
31. Where is your current pain at?
- head
32. Do you like mustard?
- gross
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- slp
34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
- abit of here n there
35. How long does it take you in the shower
- 20mins
36. Can you do splits?
- last time can..nw no
37. What movie do you want to see right now?
- FINAL CALL
38. Do you put lotion on your legs before you wear
skirts or shorts?
- no
39. What did you do for New Year?
- countdown
40. Did you think The Grudge was scary?
- It's disgusting!
41. What was the cause of your last accident?
- ???
42. Do you own a camera phone?
- yeah
43. What are you drinking?
- ntg
44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- nahx
45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
- w
46. Who did you vote for on American Idol?
- non. . .
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- the most 4 hours
48. Do you drink Egg Nog?
- =\
49. What do you buy at the movies?
- depends
50. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- never .. din like the feeling
51. Do you know how to play poker?
- duh . since 10 yrs old
52. What do you sleep in?
- on a mattress
53. Anything big ever happen in your town?
- no
54. How many meals do you eat a day?
- deoends..max 3..min 2 or 1
55. Is yor tongue pierced?
- no
somthing called Faith @ 8:46 AM
hai =(
16 November 2006
arghhh~
my bdae comin le n now im having this sore throat like shet man... hate the damn feeling larh hor...
update more later lorr...
somthing called Faith @ 9:22 AM
dawg!
09 November 2006
omg...
guess wat ??! i saw him... on friendster! my secondary school long-time crush... if u r peizhi den u will knoe whom im talking about... he changed... his hair... gosh gosh gosh... n he IS the one whom added mi on friendster okie! awww (;
okie... before this i was kinda pissed with h.C cos he say he dun wan accompany mi whole day with my fren...i think my this year birthday also will end up like last year lor... sadded~
somthing called Faith @ 11:46 AM
updating... LIKE finally...
03 November 2006
been awhile since i last posted smth... nobody care actually... this is my shit N im happy at least nobody bother to look... but sometime i would reali appreciated somebody to look through N tell mi everything will b back to normal...
Filamin called last 2 days back... i cried cos he said smth that hurt mi... at first din wanted to pick up the call de but later picked up cos he is still my fren... but after that ph call realised mayb we were nv meant to b together even as a fren... we were together for 1 yr 3 month yet it seem he still doesn't know what kind of person i am... sad but true... i sms-ed him after he put down that mayb we shouldn't even remain as fren... it would b my last sms to him...
hais... life move on... sadly without cash but lots of debts... i still rmb the time when i learnt abt debit n credit in accounting... im full of debts now can... am sick rite now... the chest pain is back again... this time round together with a fever... cool isn't it... but he is not here... to hug him would b the cure of my illness , i guess... <3 him
somthing called Faith @ 8:46 AM
