being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
my old diary found!
15 December 2006
found back my old diary from 2004... it made me realised i was so emo that time but only nobody know... it is the reason for doing wad i did for my friendship them... i was guilty these few days but after reading back my diary i realised.. it is not my fault totally!!
check it out
>>http://www.personalitypage.com/ESFP_car.html
my personality test's result... hahahs... one of it might b one of my future career (:
somthing called Faith @ 2:21 PM
cry cry cry
11 December 2006
oh shet... im freakingly tired of life rite now... fed up with everything everyone... including u U U u U u U!! okie... having headache now... seriously been thinking why m i even alive ? the purpose ? so that i can b there for my mother to vent her temper around ? so that people can push me around ? so that i can feel a crap for myself ? why why ?? fuck you!! to all that i care.. i used to care... ima broke totally... feel like crap totally... suicidal totally... get ther hell away from mi... i reali need time all alone... i needed that...
i dun wanna cry anymore ... i wanna b hapi juz like u and mi... smile sweetly juz like u and mi... ima trying hard to laugh n have fun but did u see the emptiness in my eyes ?
somthing called Faith @ 10:27 PM
if u care den read my shit (:
09 December 2006
okie... I AM UPDATING...
have no idea who give a damn about this shit but anyway i shall update...
5 Dec - last day of school
6 Dec - work
7 Dec - went job hunting with yong quan|kay|alex
we parted like 5pm(alex got smth on , kay was meeting her fren).. so mi n yong quan decided to hang arnd a lil longer... heh (; we walked n walked n walked... we tried to drink alcohol from 7-11 with 10 bucks n make oursleves drunk... but to no avail.. of cos... walked all the way from cityhall to far east... *it was far! mind u* but i realli appreciated yong quan's accompany lah...
8 Dec - shopping spree with josephine... spent on topshop's top|short|bikini|sun tan lotion|black tigh cost mi $150!!!
i need more money... higher pay... memory refresher(to remind myself of frenz THAT i have NOW)..... his love (juz cant get enough of it) ... and im done!
somthing called Faith @ 12:47 AM
