being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
01 July 2005
wah... hope today i wont fall aslp in class...too tired...but luckily esther is in my group...i can relax abit...
tml, our anniversary wor...so fast 2 mths liao leh...quite surprising...keke...seem like ytd i known him...but our feelings towards each other seem like we been together veri long liao...dear, i would like 2 take this opportunities 2 tks u 4 being wif mi...i love u n will always stay by urself thruu thick n thin...
sometime my dar veri cute leh...cos of Filamin he will get jealous...but sometime veri
bad leh ! will ignore mi one when he mood swing...Whenever i try 2 do something nice i will in the end hurt him...i feel tat his frenz came 1st den mi...sometime it reali hurt...he said i don tell him the whole story about my previous relationships but i reali did tell him...nth special 2 tell wah...also sometime i would feel so sad n moody if his ex subject is brought up...haiz...tat time he asked her about the necklace tat HE bought 4 her...he even mention tat he was so xin ku juz 2 buy 4 her tat leh... reali lor...wut u expect mi 2 react ? but i act like nth happened lah...but it hurt lorx...
Life suck! wut's the point of Filamin(my ex) asking mi back when he kne i dun ve feelings 4 him anymore? M i being cruel ? M i heartless ? Y muz every1 trying 2 make mi feel like it's my fault? it's not ! i told him even b4 the prob start tat once it's over my limit tat's it! N he kept pushing mi over my limit and now he ask mi back! lolx...All i can say i'm sry... I
don love u
anymore...
somthing called Faith @ 6:47 AM