being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
13 July 2005
i realli feel lonely... Walking down this road alone... no one 2 be there 4 mi 2 hold... is it meant 2 be ? or is it made by me ? i'm not so sure... but i'm alone... sometime i wonder wut is the point of living this life ? i've found onli reason which is 2 be wif U... darling, i'm sorry if i ever made u feel angry, fustrated or even irritated... i din mean 2... Y r u not picking up my calls ? pls dun ignore mi like wut u r doing now... i can't take it... :(
I'm having fever... wif running nose... so tired... feel veri weak leh...haiz... now having headache too... veri cold in the class... my hands r cold... my heart is cold... my whole world seem cold.... i wanna cry.... i'm crying inside... i reali can't take it anymore... i dunno wut else to say... errrrr.....
somthing called Faith @ 7:25 PM