being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
04 July 2005
I went out wif my dar dar 2day... he was so tired but still followed mi... not bad wah... lolx...I've fallen in luv wif him as days passed by...it scare mi... Wut if I were 2 break my heart 1 day ? I'm sure wont b able 2 take it...now I feel so alone inside... may b mood swing ba... juz talked 2 him over d ph... he's on msn... seem quite distracted by it so I juz told him I'm gonna sleep... but dun think I will b sleepping liao lahx... kinda mood down... all d more now listening 2 Bardot (Love me no more)... affect my mood in d way...I've been thinking will he leave mi 1 day ? I tried my veri best 2 give our relationship 2 d fullest... but will he get sick of mi 1 day ? I believe tat every story has the ending... how will our story end ?
Y my family seem 2 ve lots n lots of prob ? I'm sick of pretending 2 b a responsible n mature daughter... let mi ve some freedom 2 do stuffs tat any normal teenager do...allow mi stay overnight or watch midnight movie... y muz mi b the who is handling all the problems ? juz bcos I'm the eldest ? white hairs on my head keep growing... haha... shh...dun let ppl kne ah...
somthing called Faith @ 12:30 AM