i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
One of my Ex who broke up wif mi once had started to say those werid stuff like how much he is sorry 4 breaking my heart and how much he regretted it and stuff... Omg... Wtf... He is the one who walked out of my life and now he wan mi back ?
I dun understand guys.. I reali dun... I tried many time understanding them but to no avail... I tot I understand ger but in fact no, I dun... Actually , I dun understand peep... Most of them r pretending 2 b someone else... Nobody can b trusted... It's harsh but It's true... Up to you 2 judge mi the way you wanna... But I'll be still who I am... True to myself... True to my heart... This is the best way to live your life... Trust mi and try it yourself...
End of semester soon... I'm gonna miz my klassmates and frenz(dj_as)... Gotta prepare myself 4 new semester again to meet new klassmates , to start everything afresh... God ... pls pull mi thru this... I need ur help and guidance...
I love him... I love him as much as i love myself... But sometime Can't help but feel insecured... haix... M i thinking too much again ? I wish I'm ba... He's everything tat I ever wanted thus sometime I think reali have 2 believe in each other... I'm not sure whether I'm the right one he need...
My life has been much better since tat time I talked 2 my mum about things tat I bottom up inside... She try her best 2 understand my situation also... I heart her for tat... She had been veri understanding and tolerating to both my bro and mi... Sometime I reali feel veri bad 4 her when we made her mad... But sometime she made us mad !!! haha...
Ok lah... Seem like I've got lots of things to open up within mi... But for now, this should b enuff ba...
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