being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
12 August 2005
I am sad... Things don't turn out the way I pray... I need motivation... I need support... But most of all I need U... You know who you are, so pls dun pretends you don't.... If god really exits, then why hasn't he been watching over me? I'm fighting this 'war' alone... Now I'm really getting sick and tired of being the ONE fighting for something... I just feel like I can't go on like this... I dun wanna feel the way i'm feeling now... I'm so lonely sometime but nobody seem to care...
My family problem seem taking over mi... I'm stuck in between... I love my both parents... I dun wanna choose between 2 of them... I hate the way things turn out... Seem like nobody will be with mi till the end... May be it's all destiny ba... It was meant to be... Although i'm veri scare of being alone but in the end I still am alone... Life muz goes on...
I've been thinking about all the things that happened and realised that sometime when It is time for u to let go no matter how tigh u hold on to it, you still have to let it go one day... I've decided I shouldn't worry too much...
If it's meant to be urs , It will always be urs... If it's nv meant to be , It will nv be...
somthing called Faith @ 9:22 PM