being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
[how could this happened to mi ?]
01 September 2005
Is it so hard to understand me ? I used to keep all my feelings and emotion deep inside so that not 2 hurt ppl... And when I decided to let my feelings shown , ppl claimed I had changed... But I am still who i used to be... As simple as ABC... I'm sad knowing that my close friends claimed they dun reali understand mi at all... After 5 years... Is it that hard ? Frankly speaking, I lost my self.. Should I continue to keep my feelings deep inside or Let it all shown ?
Last time I realli considered about ppl's feelings 1st before telling them how I feel 0n certain things... Onli when s0me0ne came along and gimme the courage to speak up for my feelings... I realli wanna thanks that special s0me0ne... 4 months that we had been together I can't hide but 2 tell it out 0 ppl that i enjoy each and every moments wif him... hAppy 4th m0nth anniversary my pIggIe ...
I l0ve U...s0metime i made him angry...
s0metime i made him mad...
s0metime i made him worry...
s0metime i made him sad...
somthing called Faith @ 11:38 PM
