being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
i've grown FAT
25 October 2005
im veri boring rite now... about to fall alseep soon...
i miz him so badly... ytd, josephine was talking about last time our PJ0102 class... den she suddenly, mentioned that last time i will always b on the phone whenever the break time start... she said last time i was alwyas be in high spirit and now seem total different person [so quiet, so alone...] veri sad lo... it made mi realised i had changed... and so sad after hearing that...
sms with him on my way to work... asked him why now a day he sms till so sian sian kind... den he suddenly snap at mi saying i always dun trust him... but the funny thing is that thought nv cross my mind... i was juz worry that he still not so happy about the prank sms... AS my mood was not good either , when he snapped at mi i was quite fed-up too... but soo sweet of him for saying sorry later... i love him...
feeling still blue... gained weight... tons of weight... i wanna lose weight... now having veri low self-esteem... [damn..] why why why why ????
somthing called Faith @ 7:07 PM