being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
04 December 2005
A gently kiss to make u sleep thr the night
A warmful hug to make u sleep well and tight
Some sweetening love to make ur dream so sweet
And the little me just to make u so complete
this poem u had given it to mi... u might already forgotten about it... but it still has a place in my heart dear...
7 months already... my feelings are still strong... surprising ? not reali ba... wishing i could get back those times when we were so happy... when u reali would b there... but now.... [where r u ?]
crying again... hurting inside... pls stop it... stop making mi feel like i'm no longer needed in ur life... need to control my tears which r flowing right now when i'm actually posting this...
U said u dun have money to go out wif mi? ... i wonder is it all that to it ? no money ? We can still go out chit chat... but it seem u dun even care... i'm not like ur ex who can stay w/o seeing or going out wif u... I juz can't... i'm not her... i'm reali veri angry by the fact that u got time and money to go out wif ur frenz but when u r wif mi u juz dun have all those anymore... it's seem like u rather spend ur money wif them instead of going out wif mi... I'm very hurt by all those...
where is my dear whu promised mi he'll pull mi out of depression when i was still wif filamin ? where is he ? tell mi pls cos i miss him so... U promised u will try to be the bf that i wan... I'm holding onto that promise alone dear...
somthing called Faith @ 4:30 AM
