being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
mood swing (~ ~)
27 January 2006
finally i m blogging here... last post was how long ago larh... been busy lately...
was talking 2 josephine about relationship thingy during lunch... and realised that in all the relationships there r always ups n downs... and i always tot mine was a sure down situation... but i realised it is not... my bf have been a great source of courage for mi during my darkest hour[in any case]... din realised how lucky i was until i hear about others' love life... N i was like still complaining larh... well, now i knoe N i would treasure my darling forever le... i promise [i will dear]...
i saw peizhi juz now at cafe... she and I was like back n forth larh... and yet nobody greet one another... is our friendship reali over ? mayb... saw her a few times recently... juz hi-bye... or smth we will juz smile at each other n tht's it... quite sad lo... 5-6 yrs of friendship gone juz like tht... wat a waste... n still try 2 put all the blame on mi [deivani lo... on her friendster]... i reali felt betrayed N it hurt a lot larh... but somehow it doesn't matter liao... i m juz another transparent person 2 her... peizhi's bdae coming soon... should i give her a present ? she also nv gimme any on my bdae not tht i wan one... but juz the feeling tht i wanna feel [the appreciation]... but none... wished mi a few days later... deivani is the best lo... nothing from her... not even a wish... haix
somthing called Faith @ 11:45 PM
