being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
torn.hurt.upset.pissed
22 February 2006
torn.hurt.upset.pissed
* counting everydays that goes by... every tears that i cried... * i tried to cried on my way home juz now... [which was from hougang-clementi] ... but no tears came down... i knoe that feeling... this's the 2nd time tht i have this feeling... (T_T) * when there r no more words to discribe ur feelings tears r the best proof of it... * H.C din came down to hougang as he promised he would today... i trusted his words AGAIN... i knoe he hasn't been having enuff rest recently so when he said he couldn't come down cos he's tired i tot *ok, yah nvm la... let him rest... * but when i was here worrying for him cos he said he's not feeling well , there he was outside at bball court! i reali felt SOOO stupid n kinda hate myself... i knoe he put mi at 2nd place compared to his friends but everytime i will try to reason myself... i reali do... but this time (@_@)
yah , Yoke Siang the friendship thingy can we dun talk about it ? i have no more emotions left in mi now to x-plain in detailed... shall find one day go down Ulu Pandan Bbll again arh... actually tml wan ask u guys go de... i tried to call peizhi but no answer... wat u wan mi do ? haix
somthing called Faith @ 12:02 AM
