being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
hais.. ;((
25 May 2006
I'm only an ordinary gal.
But sadly, I don't want to be the gal i am now..
I'm sad with how things turned out to be..
So crumbled jumbled, just like how i feel inside now..
It's been raining heavily in this chapter of my life...
When will the sun appear to stop the rain.. and all the pain..
So that i can begin a whole brand new chapter of my life..
How long do i have to wait, till that day finally arrives??
If I could I would turn back the time..
I want to start from the beginning and make my own decision.
I want to be a marionette no more.. It is really tiring..
I want no more loneliness and no more unhappiness.
No more worries and no more crying.
No more missing and no more pining.
I just want more laughters and more happiness.
More surprises and more smiles.
More of you and more of me.
Who can tell me how and where do i start..?
somthing called Faith @ 8:43 PM
