being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
25 May 2006
why do i even bother ? funny... i shouldn't ... how many days it had passed by ? i already told myself many time juz to give up... try to make myself happy... but do i succeed in the end ? NO! n im getting sick of trying n trying n juz trying... without getting anything in return... forget it... juz my luck but do i deserve it ? i dun think i do actually... veri sad in fact... u may not understand everything that i had mention here but well, it doesnt matter anyway... the more u wun understand the better it would b... arghs! i really do angry at myself... for letting it go this far... letting myself get hurt many time over... so MAY B i DO deserve it... oh whatever~ i saw it!! i really do saw it... the flirtation by him to her... i dun wish 2 talk about it anymore... screw mi!!!
saturday! finally will slacking with Alicia n the group again... she is working back at far east again by the way... omg~ i know she wouldnt bear to leave mi de... hahas... hais... whatever again...
so overall, my school is suck [too stressful] , UTs suck as well , workplace suck [too boring] , my life suck [screw mi again!!] wtf~
somthing called Faith @ 10:36 AM
