being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
i miss him soooo =((
26 June 2006
to start it off for today since morning i keep having this headache n it seem like getting from bad to worse by the end of the day... in the morning met josephine they all den went to sch... jo picked up $50 n she was like feeling damn guilty about it... i told her to keep it as well as kian wai n joel... hais... some werid gal larh she... anyway, went up to the class n blah blah blah so on... n guess wat? for today whole day i onli ate one sandwich n drink one small cup of milk tea... *fainted*
i needa do lots of things... getting back on track once again... but can i reali do that ? can I ? hais... i needa try bahhh...
^^ok decided to write this down here after i saw what dee posted on her bulletine... she put *imisssandybobandy* as a title^^ wtf!!! hope nobody saw it... yea rite as if there is onli mi n dee who uses friendster in this entire world... *blush* i chat wif her at sch n guess i felt much lighter when it come to certain issue... she gave mi advise or should i say she choose to stand on my side ? i LOVE her... omfg~ im turing into lesbian i guess... keep loving who n who... hais... but of cos the onli person i REALLY love is myself... it is like DUH~ ok whatever... anyway H.C having fever... n this coming saturday is our 1 year 2 month... phew* we lasted that long ? increditble... yeah mi... hais* i keep crapping but i cant bring myself to laugh... wat's wrong wif mi?!! i hate to b like this but deep inside im damn happy im feeling this way... shet*
*for the time being it doesn't matter if peizhi treat mi this way... nor deivani... i miss them lot n lot... but no matter wat it doesn't matter anymore...*
somthing called Faith @ 10:31 PM
