being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
updating... LIKE finally...
03 November 2006
been awhile since i last posted smth... nobody care actually... this is my shit N im happy at least nobody bother to look... but sometime i would reali appreciated somebody to look through N tell mi everything will b back to normal...
Filamin called last 2 days back... i cried cos he said smth that hurt mi... at first din wanted to pick up the call de but later picked up cos he is still my fren... but after that ph call realised mayb we were nv meant to b together even as a fren... we were together for 1 yr 3 month yet it seem he still doesn't know what kind of person i am... sad but true... i sms-ed him after he put down that mayb we shouldn't even remain as fren... it would b my last sms to him...
hais... life move on... sadly without cash but lots of debts... i still rmb the time when i learnt abt debit n credit in accounting... im full of debts now can... am sick rite now... the chest pain is back again... this time round together with a fever... cool isn't it... but he is not here... to hug him would b the cure of my illness , i guess... <3 him
somthing called Faith @ 8:46 AM
