being mI isn't that easy
||SaNdy||
||22 this year||
||currently at home wasting my dearest mummy's money ||
||17 nov 1986||
||scorpio||
i aDoRe
||myself|| . ||him|| .
||dad|| . ||mum|| .
||one N onli baby brother|| .
||all mah frenz & lover-s|| .
||cats|| . ||dogs|| .
||SHOPPING|| . ||sleeping|| .
||horror movies|| . ||engllish songs|| .
||white colour|| .
||all sort of food|| . ||bubble tea from sweet talk|| .
i HATEs
||cocaroaches|| .
||total darkness|| . ||isolation|| .
||hypocrites|| . ||lies (all sort)|| .
||fattening foods ||
||her|| . ||them|| .
my WISH-es
||his love|| .
||new laptop|| .
||new hp|| .
||lesser nagging from my mum|| .
||sony digital camera|| .
||APPLE i-pod nano|| .
||a new jacket|| .
cry cry cry
11 December 2006
oh shet... im freakingly tired of life rite now... fed up with everything everyone... including u U U u U u U!! okie... having headache now... seriously been thinking why m i even alive ? the purpose ? so that i can b there for my mother to vent her temper around ? so that people can push me around ? so that i can feel a crap for myself ? why why ?? fuck you!! to all that i care.. i used to care... ima broke totally... feel like crap totally... suicidal totally... get ther hell away from mi... i reali need time all alone... i needed that...
i dun wanna cry anymore ... i wanna b hapi juz like u and mi... smile sweetly juz like u and mi... ima trying hard to laugh n have fun but did u see the emptiness in my eyes ?
somthing called Faith @ 10:27 PM
